You might notice something different about my blog today… the Holy Spirit has been showing me that it is time to be my authentic self and reveal my real name. Back when I began writing this blog in December of 2011 (it’s hard to imagine that it’s been that long ago!) I was writing from a different spiritual perspective. Although I have always written for God, then my focus was on the experiences of this world and how my faith in God affected my interpretation of my worldview. Therefore, at the time, I thought it best to write under a pen name that invoked my self-proclaimed purpose [to awaken the sleeping masses and “ring the bell”] to get their attention. After all, who would be drawn to read a blog by a no-name woman, with no credibility. Thus, I came up with a name that described what I was trying to accomplish, and Belle Ringer was born.
Now, more than five years later, my focus is on the spiritual realm, the Kingdom of Heaven on earth, and my higher calling to be a true Child of God. What happens in this world is secondary; although it still very much influences how I serve my God and fellow man — I am in this world to reflect the image of Christ and to continue His works; but I am not of this world. It is time to speak in truth and genuineness… and therefore, time to be my real self … Pam Kohler. Granted, to the world my name still holds no credibility. But to my God, who has known me since before the foundation of the world, it is who I honestly am; and I am not ashamed to proclaim Him to this world, using my legal name.
But I also wanted to honor all the people who have trusted me and my husband, Mark — people who have come to us in their true identities as hurting souls; people with spirits so low and tormented that we were often their last hope of getting free. Make no mistake — these people came to us not because they thought we could save them; but because somehow they knew our faith could support them until they could find Jesus on their own. And we always made it clear that it is Jesus and the Holy Spirit who do the redemptive work — not us!
We are no different than anyone else. We have our own stories of sin-filled lives and emotional traumas. We still have to fight to keep from believing the lies that the Father of Lies would like to dump on us. But God took us from our ordinary, worldly lives into an extraordinary spiritual relationship with Him, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. It has been a step-by-step process of seeing Them unpeeled like an onion; layer after layer bringing us into newfound freedoms from the bondage of the devil. And it is work that needs to be done in the lives of everyone Jesus created.
It is rewarding work, yet at times exhaustive. We have seen people rise from the depths of torment to live new, resurrected lives of joy in the Lord. We have also seen people slide back into torment when they don’t take responsibility for keeping their freedom. We have seen Unsaved people grab hold of Jesus, weep at the presence of the Holy Spirit, and soar like an eagle with their newfound faith. At the same time, it has been our experience that lifelong Christians are the toughest ones to let Jesus heal their inner wounds. The years of Church doctrine, man-made traditions, and flawed theology must all be broken down before the Saved are willing to let their spirits meet with Jesus. And we have, sadly, lost a young man who loved Jesus so deeply, accepted Jesus’s forgiveness, yet could not forgive himself because he believed the devil’s lie that he was unworthy of the Lord’s sacrifice for him. We just ran out of time to help him. That day, Jesus wept, and so did we.
The Enemy may think he scored a victory, and that we will be convinced that we are waging a losing [spiritual] war — that we can’t get to enough people to introduce them to the healing power of Jesus — that the numbers of hurting souls are too great, and the scales are balanced in his favor. But it is in honor of that young man, who trusted us enough to reveal his true self and allow us to help him pour out his pain to Jesus, that we will continue to battle the Darkness until our last breath.
Because with every one of the people God has brought into our lives, we know without a doubt that Satan is real and spiritual attacks are genuine. Whether you are Saved, Unsaved, or Ambivalent you are a target of the roaring lion who is looking for someone to devour. But you only have to receive Jesus, the Son of the Living God, into your heart, believing that His death on the Cross paid for your sins, and you can have the hope of a resurrected life, just as He was resurrected to sit on the right hand of the throne of God. There is no sin that cannot be covered by His blood!
So, it is with extreme humbleness that I offer my authentic self to you, the readers, and I thank you for sticking by someone whom you did not really know through all these years. I pledge to you that I will continue to reveal the Truth as my Lord and the Holy Spirit reveal it to me, and that I will always be here for those who need a listening ear and a willing heart. The [Spiritual] Harvest is plentiful, and the Lord can count on me and my husband to be faithful workers in the field of souls … right to the very end. God Bless You All!
Colossians 1:29 “For in this I also labor and fight with the help of the Power that is given to me”. (Aramaic Bible in Plain English)